i am and you?

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 22:55:56 GMT

awwwwwwwwwww ok stupid imagration dick heads well any way i got a job thank god i needed one i want a xl100 cannon camera and its about 2 or 3 grand dollars soooooo i need to get a job or rob a bank but im not really big on the whole threating and running from the cops things so a job sounds more reasanable i got lost in a dream 2 days ago yeahhhhhhhhhh mydream state felt like a had been there for over a week don gil our local alchimist i love the meaning of that,i love that old chaman any way says im starting to vist the 4 dimention yeah hes the shit god love that man any got to get going ive got an apointment with anu better tune in. so i dont lose trak of time hahahaha im so funny sometimes i swear .

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 00:33:05 GMT

man iwon tickets for the strokes andporter thereplaying here in gdl but im haveing problems with immagration aperently im a turist and only have 90 days to stay before there deport me dick heads so im halling ass to get my pappers fixed ha everything ends upbitting on the ass eh where in tao season i guess thats why i been haveing problems oh well i can allways be an illigal imagrent hehehe execpt when i end up crossing the boarder ill gett a bigggg fine but who wants to go back eh i guess never say never ok then much love till next time .

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 00:54:02 GMT

um i all ready desided what im going to do ill be alone far far away from all of you i was going to pour out the truth of many things but its point less its just how cody said it comes to a poit that its point less someing is very very wrong with florida must be something in the water its the flouride its makeing very one an idiot or something else, going to go to rent a movie movies make me forget take to a place where i once knew where anything is in my reach, an illusion yes but isnt every thing ,every word or emotion you all inflict on me ends up being self distructive so ...... ive disided to keep you all in my memory they way you all used to be harm less and some what inocent where you all liked me the way i was the way i was to bad ive lost a lot of friends there all dead to me now mark my word i never forget it sounds childish but thats all i have ,your existence is null but i guess you have been trying to forget me too it hurts so much its the worst thing you can do to a person and no i dont forgive you ive never been treated with such coldness distain like if i never existed i bid you all the best but this IS the end my beautyful friend but enogh with meloncauly and sadness uhh ben said he visit me in mexico yeah oh and miranda too well see ok then bye guys

the days are getting closer mark my words

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 02:03:56 GMT

hahaha im so exicited the new mayan year is about to begin yes hell yes awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww my friends in mexico emailed me today and told me next tuesday there going to go meditar in these awsome mountains awwwwwwww wish i could go but ill be doing my own shit here trying to plane where to go oh accually um (i went to the food not b*** thing and i saw eric hes so nice by the way nice dreds and jake he looks better thats good ben took me it was all great till we got the fucking bus it was so slow and hot and to many infomarcials but besides that it was all good ) oh yeah the mayan year ill sleep on it ill post tomarrow to see where im going to maditate spelled that wrong too ,yeah well to see if any one wants to join me probobly not every ones been really hostil to my arrivel but expect for 3 or 4 people well its like my friend donna says dont expect people who arent your friends to be kind and eggknowlege spelled that wrong to your exisistance i miss that girl shes great oh well then besides my terrible grammer hope every one understood this post

with best wishes like allways
grace

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 20:34:31 GMT

it good to know your dear friends keep in touch like allways your heather

one memory frozen forever in time is all i ask

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 03:08:02 GMT

i was so chipper this morning fuck im such a failer cant concentraite trying to read a book by jean paul sartre but cant oh fuck fuck fuck i shouldnt be bored yet my mind is off wondering on which is good in way imnot sure ill post later i wish the chips could start falling into place make me realize the big picture there just childish dreams i guess .

we are the multipling ever consuming us

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 20:11:16 GMT

so today in my forcast of the sunny state of florida , see how the world sunny implies jubilee
god (crazygod) i hate this state oh well ill make the most of it i only got about two weeks any way so ill read my two weeks way ehhh ive been in worst places you dont shock me you dam sunshine state fucker.

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 23:05:39 GMT

i woke up in a fuke yesterday and the feeling hasnt left me i feel like im not my self i wanna cry so hard but its impossible, hummanity is in a rute and i sure as hell am no messiahs to come and save it ha hahahaha i cant even save my self dreams should be eternal
love should be eternal
trust and hope should be eternal
and the Future should be forseen.

oh yesterday a called an old friend and i was so happy to hear his voice. cheers my very very dear friend to eternal dreams and what may come of them.

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 00:58:44 GMT

todays my birthday im getting ready to get to my party but its not only a birthday bash but a fair well you see ill be back in the beatyful docks of florida ill be arivveing on the 15 email me so we can arrange a meeting if you like if not please dont bother ,me by knocking my door ill e staying at brouck bunnels house so i would rather you email me its comedyoferros@hotmail.com
heather

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 03:20:10 GMT

im so happy depeche mode is comeing to mexico in april yeah im going hahahaha yeah im so happy bye

awww sweet nirvana

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 00:58:39 GMT

ha im back from mexico city and im inlove awwwwwwwww i feel my self again really im back ive been in denile for a long time but no no im here its me and i promise i wont ever change again i promise i wont be sad any more ,no matter what happens ive found me and thats all righit ive realized im a bit co dependant but not any more no no its ok hahahah im so bloody happy and i love you all no matter what happened all is forgiven we human in the endand just that and thats enough im i n the righit frequenzy to leave 1249 meet me there if you wanna talk youll know what i mean

heather

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 03:23:08 GMT

ahh i just read a book of Sabato, the tunel its a must read do read please its short i read it in a dat an half please read im beging its a great book

love heather
the last enrty was wack but honestly ill up date pick of me when i get back im at a cyber shop jejejej i just got here there going to close love you all bye

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 22:38:55 GMT

happy x-mas hope you dont recive any thing you greedy bitches geeting into the jolly spirit meaning i will get drunk celabrating it in mexico df city hahahahah aww any for real take care dont drink and drive or make camp fires says smokey the bear lov ya bitches and miss wish i was there with you all any way i would tell what happended to me on the way here just happended yesterday to me but i got to run ............tell ya later, you wont be abil to guess chau

heather hates hindu cows

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 00:40:19 GMT

there trying to raise the bus fair here which is stupid a bus fair now cost 4 pesos and a normal person makes 50 pesos now they want to raise it to 5 pesos thats a quartor of what they make and for students here they get a specail pase and they pay half price but they want to eliminate there pases fuck, every body here is as peace ful a a hindu cow they dont say a word and even if they did gorge vergar campos is satan he brain washes you in 5 min flat i dont even want to hear him speech i fear him he mighit just brain wash my ass as well hes a conglomoris millionar he owns everything

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 00:30:28 GMT

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Fri, 09 Dec 2005 20:30:55 GMT

aww that suck i coundnt poast the pic

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 19:49:44 GMT

im trying tu put a pic of me but im stupid and i forgot how any way im moveing back in with my mother because my roommates bailed on me and im poor hahahah she doesnt like me but since when has that been a problem im guessing its momentary hopefully but aww i dont give a dam any way ive run aoyt of ideas of things to do in the eveningbesides ive run out of money and drunking my ass of has got to be honest dull ill come up with something i ws wondering if i should come vist in a year but im poor and i dont know

love heather

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 22:13:03 GMT

hey guess what happended to me yasterday hahahaha i got kicked out of a church yeah dam priest i went to a babtisim of a baby of a friend of mines so i said it will be funny if i went to see the acual cermony and then to the party so i was haveing one of these bad hair days i wore this really cute red hate i own in the middle of the ceromony the priest said it was disrespectful to wear it in front of the virgen and in the house of god so i refused snd he kicked my ass out i wasnt going to leave but all the cathlics looked at me with hate i a felt they were going to form a mob hahahaso i left
the party sucked but it was funny
love heather

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 19:39:30 GMT

ahh i hate work i really really hate it im sick of working and wereing stupid aiprin and eating lunch in a hidden room not near the costumers as if they were asamed of the workers, exploting us hours to pay us crap ahhhhhhhh im so stressed i got a job at this place named hippos and i work from 12 in the afternoon till 3 in the morning one day and onther day i dont work, aww its killing me im near hot cofee and a big deep frier its dangers when im sleepy its as if im drunk my life is wasted between 6 cubic feet and stayng up so late for so many days has been taking its toll i look like a hooker hahah no kidding bagy eyes frizzy hair and i smell like an over burnt cigarett cuz every one there smokes constently awww man any way need to get a lil bit of shut eye take care guys love heather

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 20:07:49 GMT

hum the sun has been hitting preety hard here weathers been crazy

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 21:01:03 GMT

im sick of the red dressed lizards they make every thing so complicated aww

by piticion of my friends im updateing ok here it goes umm ive been medetading with theses buddist umm i work in a coffe shop now um i made 2 very good friends um i cut my hair and dyed it brown um lets see i grow soya in 5 buquets no im not dateing any one um im thinking of getting a new cat last week i got drunk with red wine ummmmm i moved to a smaller place im thinking of takeing violin classes i think thats about every boreing aspect in my life so far hope you enjoyed thankyou and good nighit

note: mind my grammer

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 18:34:44 GMT

oh bye the way happy birthday jon hope you had a good one moveing on im loseing it my cousin is moveing out and i have to pay every thing noe if i dont get a room mate bye the end of the month im srewed work sucks and sentamentalism is the last thing i need righit now my care gets busted every other day i dont have enough money even for a new pair of shoes im in debt and that bitch is getting married while i pay the rest but its ok i waas getting sick of here any way so clara ditched me said i was controlling thats crap fuck her any way i got to go things arent good but time goes on

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 22:16:55 GMT

its my birthday today and things are looking good for a change im ok i really really am

Sat, 28 May 2005 18:12:35 GMT

well i relized why i didnt want to live with them in the first place there ass holes but at least back in the day i would call some one up go to mirandas house have some sort of support that remined me that its all ok when the people you love and care about are with you but here im alone and i dont love or care about any one im so confused and im standing still and im not sure when the futer is going to creep up on me im not sure wtf is going on no dam clue not even a hint sure i know were im stanging but things are going to change in theses 10 months ive been here when i went to sleep i would dream of going home any home really and that would keep me going now things change do i really go back home and see home isnt so sweet every aspect of my old life has changed people go people change people hate and love grow farther apart and some become more closer that ever im so fucking scared but if i stay i will have to face facts i dont want to i rather pretend its all a game and go sleep ever nighit hopeing ill never wake up I JUST NEED ONE GOOD REASON JUST ONE TO DECIDE JUST ONE FUCKING REASON IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK HELP I SO CONFUSED I DONT REMEMBER TO TIGHI MY SHOE LACE I MADE A BIG KNOT THATS IT I GOT ON THE WRONG BUS YESTERDAYTO WORK JUST ONE FUCKING REASON PLEASE.